crushedI wrote a couple of e-mail's this morning.
One to give a friend's personality some description and defense from a mis-perception.
a second was a silly, sitcom based, sarcastic comment meant to poke fun/jest at something so unbelievably insane, I thought everyone would get a chuckle and then delete it. Nope, Misread COMPLETELY, and taken way too seriously.
I read BOTH things I wrote trying to find the anger trigger. Not a CLUE how this person I pissed off could POSSIBLY have read them wrong and get all defensive and nasty.
Hell, when I composed the original letters that pissed her off, I was actually OUT of my bitchy mood, I was happy, in a great mood, and thought I was being witty.
Now I'm thrust back into this black hole of a mood without a CLUE how on earth I keep pissing this person off.
It happens all the time!!!!!
I'd not be so upset if this was a once in a while occurrence.
But this person has massive amounts of persecution complex.
I am NOT OUT TO GET YOU FOR THE MILLIONTH TIME
I have no idea how many times I have to stress this fact.
Trust me if I had an issue, you'd know about it, first hand, plain and simple!!!!
I really hate, hate, HATE how I'm always taken like I'm writing nasty little things between the lines, and I'm a malicious bitch.
I do NOT DO THAT!
Never have and never will.
Do I really come across as this type of person?
I would hope not.
And every time this person says she understands, will not think the worst, she unfailingly gets right back into her horrible mood and see EVERYTHING as a personal attack.
LIGHTEN UP FOR CHRISTS SAKES YOU'RE A NICE AND FUNNY PERSON WHY ON EARTH WOULD PEOPLE WANT TO ATTACK YOU ALL THE TIME??!?!?!?!
I certainly don't, and whenever she gets this way with me I'm just BLINDSIDED.
I never see it coming until it hits me in the face like a brick.
I will never understand this friend, ever.
I genuinely love this person, and I just cannot understand why she thinks I'm out to get her 24/7.
I'm just gonna go cry now.
