December 1st, 2003

aph-SuFin (My Art) 2

Panic...

Okay, I need to go see the doctor and I can't afford it.

That BLOWS

my blood sugar just tested at 388 and I've been really good since Saturday night. It's not dropping at all.


This worries me A LOT

I don't want to go on insulin, I'm losing weight like I'm supposed to, I'm watching my diet like I'm supposed to (With the exception of Thursday and Friday), and I expected it to get a little high, but add to it stress and my period and this isn't GOOD that it's skyrocketing like this.

I haven't been this high for this many days in a long time.

*cries*

Please Let it go down powers that be, I can't afford to go to the doctor, and I certainly cannot afford insulin if I need to go on it.


*cries more*
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